so! here i am. had a bad day... kinda... but i pulled thru...
then i got horrible news. idk wtf im gonna get my car back....
which made me in a worse mood.
but then i pulled thru so i could have the energy to blog....
as far as anything supernatural which WAS the point of this blog... nothing has changed.
i went to the interview. I SERIOUSLY HOPE I GOT THIS JOB!
at the end of the week i will know...
but all that is beside the point....
this weekend, alot of people noticed my "new sexy slim body" which would make you think that would make me happy. but as flyy as my body may get NOONE STILL LIKES ME!
i am perpetually alone...
but that isnt the point of this post either...
the above picture is like my fourth or fifth "depression" test.... this one is more detailed than the others.
but they all basically say the same thing....
i suffer from severe depression....
i told maurish.
and she told me to get my lynphnodes checked...
i told my mom.... but the issue of money came up...
i barely can afford to eat(the way I EAT)..... so any hopes of getting professional help is just.... out of the question....
ill just take refuge in blogging.
because bloggin on a blog that noone reads is equivelant to me SCREAMING IN THE MIDDLE OF A SILENT ROOM.
noone sees or hears.
so yes.
i just thought i would share that.
the "official" results... of the depression i have previously mentioned.
anywho...
that is all.
;)
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