i havent been posting... i havent had much to say.
right now i just want to be satisifd in christ...
from the looks of it i will be working mediocre jobs, living with my mom... seemingly getting nowhere in life.
for the rest of my life...

i don't want to.
but if thats what god has planned for me...
i will KEEP praying that i will be okk with that...
that if that is HIS desire... i will KEEP praying that it will become my desire...

i have NO clue wth is going on with life... but i keep remembering its not my life anymore so i just go with the flow...

it's not as hard as it used to be(thats what she said).... but it's not easy either...

i only have one prayer... these days... and that prayer is that christ will be enough for me....

it may get humdrum..but that is ALL i want out of life... the rest is out of my control...

im LEARNING to be okk with that...